Running From Which Cycle?

i Run and i Run and i Run

it feels like im holding a Gun to my agenda

completing One by One

yet i feel as if i’ve gotten nothing Done

and apparently self care is considered as having Fun

but im tired- I can no longer outRun what’s yet to Come

i feel as if i’ve Spun in the same Run for months now

yet

i feel Undone

i want to care for my well-being

but i don’t have time for “Fun”

so I work under the Sun

being Shunned

by Everyone

as it turns out

they

are the ones Handing me the Gun..

i consider my thirst of hard working cusToms

and question

have I really Won?